heartbreaks episode 3

Heartbreaks

Episode 3

It's been 5months since Joe started giving me the cold face. That girl has become a regular visitor to his house. She and I have even become friends. Her name was ANNA!

in this day, the 4th of July 2006, I went to the market and I had just finished buying what I needed. I was about leaving when I heard someone call out my name, I turned and behold it was Anna.

I smiled and greeted her, then she told me she was rushing home to prepare something. She said she was going to come to my hostel later because she intends to bring food for Joe. I suddenly became quiet.

She noticed and then she said, Steph, I know you like Joe, what I don't understand is why you refused his proposal to be your boyfriend. I didn't refused him I said interrupting her, I didn't even know when those words flew out of my mouth. Anna was just looking at me. Anyways, I finally said, things are as they are now, I can't change anything now, he is with you now so everyone is OK...

With me? She asked, how do u mean with me now, Joe and I are just friends ooooo. Friends? I asked surprised and still trying to understand her. What do u mean by that? Yes! She repeated, you heard me well, Joe and I are just friends. At this time I was already looking at her like lucozade boost. How bout those holding of hands to class, locking of doors and even sleeping in his house all afternoon till evenings, I managed to ask her. She started laughing and then she said to me that those are just stunts to make me jealous and that nothing was actually happening.

Wow! I exclaimed in my heart, at this time my heart was already sugar cane. I was happy that Joe did not actually started dating Anna. We soon concluded our discussion and parted ways. I was rushing home, I can't wait to get home to tell Joe I was finally ready to be his girlfriend.

I boarded a bike and rushed home. On getting to the hostel, Joe's door was still locked, meaning he was not yet back. I went to my room, rushed to the kitchen and I prepared a very delicious bitter leaf soup, I also prepared stew and rice, then I hurriedly took my bath. I made sure I looked for something sexy to wear, I applied a little make up to my face, I was still on it when Lucy came in.

Lucy u called out happily, please sit down. She could notice the excitement in my voice so she asked what was making me happy. Or has your dad sent you money she said as she was taking her seat. How do I look? I asked, ignoring her questions.

She was staring at me with that look of what has gotten into this one. How do I look? I asked again, she got up from her seat and said, Steph look, I've got important things to do if you know you don't want to talk just don't waste my time.

Sorry sorry sorry, Lucy please sit down now please. Seriously how do I look please tell me, I was almost shedding tears. This time she knew I was serious, and so she answered, anyways you look pretty and I've never seen you look this good, and why are you dressed like that she asked?

like how! I asked smiling mischeviously at her, like its your wedding night, like you want to seduce your husband! Yes! I said, yes! That is exactly what I want?

.wait wait Steph, honestly am confused here, what are you' saying?

Lucy I called her, I am loosing my virginity tonight!

What? I heard her say, and she started saying so many things but I couldn't here or understand any of them, I just know that tonight, am giving my virginity to Joe, that is all that matters to me right now, Joe !

Am I making a mistake? Or this is the right thing to do?