Diary of an imostar season2 tuesday 23/10/2012

*continues*
"what is really happening between you and adaora?" my mum asked me and i looked down, "nothing ma" i answered her and she hissed, "i never knew i had an expert liar as a son" she said to me with an angry voice, and i looked up that moment to see her eyes burning with fury, "so because of a girl called chinwe, you threw away a beautiful young relationship which you had with adaora, whom i had nutured since childhood and i know to be a very good girl, from a good family, i have nothing else to tell you, other than you have disappointed me, but since it is your life, i will not put mouth in your matter again" you can now go, cos i have nothing else to tell you, she said with an angry mien to me, while my sister looked on in disbelief and adaora avoided my eyes, 'hmmm' the condition i found myself that moment was really shocking and confusing, even though adaora has finally freed me, and my mum had also freed me, but yet i was unable to stand nor mutter anything for minutes, cos i never bargained for all those occurances nor my mums speech...... I knew i had finally touched the tail of a sleeping lion with my actions and i equally realised that my mum had believed all they had told her without hearing from me, "is this justice?" i asked myself, but seriously, what really was i expecting when i sat across three female judges, but then, i was a boy who still depended on his parents and i needed no one to tell me that i had let my mum down, even though i knew they never forced me in the first place to be with adaora, but then, i equally knew where their heart lay and i also knew they had wished the best for me, but how are they to understand that my reasoning and theirs are not the same, i wondered, but then to be sincere, i knew adaora might also be passing through alot that moment, even though she appeared calm and composed, unless she had gotten another person and is only using my affair with chinwe as an excuse, but then i knew i was totally wrong from day one, cos i could have easily rejected adaora in the early days, but instead i had gone ahead and enjoyed her, "who knows whether she even told them that i slept with her" i wondered as i sweated that morning and my legs gave way as i tried to stand up and i found myself falling back into the couch again...

"i'm sorry" i heard myself say, but my mum looked away and shook her head, "you owe me no apology, just try and make peace with adaora" she said to me, and i looked at adaora and felt ashamed, as i thought of how to beg her in front of my mum and sister, but then to my surprise she looked at me and smiled, if it was a fake smile i knew not, but then she did smile and my face lit up with hope, "mumy don't worry yourself, i have nothing against him, but if he is really sincere with himself and his lifestyle ask him to invite chinwe over this weekend, so that you could see for yourself" she said with a smile on her face, while my mum looked at me in agreement and i swallowed hard cos i realised that moment that adaora was out to ridicule me.........

To be continued.......