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To My Lover (Feeling Hurt Inside)

To My Lover (Feeling Hurt Inside)

By Holakizzo in 21 Sep 2016 | 03:31
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Feeling used
But I'm
Still missing you
And I can't
See the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss
Against my lips
And now all this time
Is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else
above you
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want him, you need him
And I'll never be him
I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too,
And I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like
that shit
I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite
that shit
I type a text but then I never mind that
shit
I got these feelings but you never mind
that shit
Oh oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me but your
friends don't know
If you wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go

I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we could have
been?
You said you wouldn't and you fucking
did
Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are
all fucking mixed
Always missing people that I shouldn't be
missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges
just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts and I
should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad and my lil sis that it's good
to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night I keep reading this text all over

All alone I watch you watch him
Like he's the only guy you've ever seen
You don't care you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Yeah all alone I watch you watch him
he is the only thing you ever see
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me
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(tear drops)
I hate you
I love you
I love you
but,,,,,,,,
Its ok
(pens down)
21 Sep 2016 | 03:31
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21 Sep 2016 | 03:39
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Aiit
21 Sep 2016 | 03:41
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a round of applause!!! :yes: strolling by...
21 Sep 2016 | 03:42
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now take a look at @hauwa @softie @tenniebenson @olorivicky @victoriouschild @promzy @emergencia @froshberry-2 @frankkay @onahsunday631 @invincible @idrowest @mubarak @seyskil80 @jummybabe
21 Sep 2016 | 03:46
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Son who is she? Tell me so that I will warn her
21 Sep 2016 | 04:07
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Son who is she? Tell me so that I will warn her
21 Sep 2016 | 04:08
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passing by....
21 Sep 2016 | 04:34
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Who first son who lol
21 Sep 2016 | 04:40
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Nice one
21 Sep 2016 | 04:40
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cousin tell me d person
21 Sep 2016 | 04:43
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@hauwa y na ???
21 Sep 2016 | 05:01
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@onahsunday631 wat i do na?
21 Sep 2016 | 05:16
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hmmmm (feeling depressed) @victoriouschild @hauwa @hi-bee-kay
21 Sep 2016 | 06:30
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Tlk jare
21 Sep 2016 | 07:33
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Nice
21 Sep 2016 | 08:11
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My favorite song lyrics I hate you I love you.
21 Sep 2016 | 08:36
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Wow Weldon and sorry
21 Sep 2016 | 09:08
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Singing KoLewErK
21 Sep 2016 | 11:12
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passing by.....
21 Sep 2016 | 11:27
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hmmmmmm
21 Sep 2016 | 12:15
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Good.....
21 Sep 2016 | 15:23
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presently I feel same for someone honestly
21 Sep 2016 | 15:52
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@hauwa maka why? Why Did You Leave Him Na
21 Sep 2016 | 16:01
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@ele1 did he mention my name? Abeg mk una liv Hauwa alone
21 Sep 2016 | 16:19
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dis one na rap oøo na punchline oøo gat to love dat
21 Sep 2016 | 17:29
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Clears throat
21 Sep 2016 | 18:11
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nice poem...at got me finking
21 Sep 2016 | 19:07
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wow, you're really hurt
22 Sep 2016 | 03:28
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Woaw
22 Sep 2016 | 06:48
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@hauwa .... U sure about ur decision ... Mum @victoriouschild .... Im comin stronger ....... @onahsunday .... Leave her be @crusher ... Thats how it normally sup
22 Sep 2016 | 10:22
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ohk
22 Sep 2016 | 11:07
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love & broken heart everyday! heart sef soupose don finish nao
22 Sep 2016 | 17:11
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You are right son. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
23 Sep 2016 | 01:52
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I just love it...kip it up bro
23 Sep 2016 | 02:04
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yea mum ,,, thanks ur d best companion ive ever got here @victoriouschild
23 Sep 2016 | 04:46
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Na only you waka come?
23 Sep 2016 | 05:37
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You are welcome son
23 Sep 2016 | 06:34
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smile @kene ... U wont understand ... Huuhhmm mum @victoriouschild i think i found someone else ...
23 Sep 2016 | 10:04
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smile @kene ... U wont understand ... Huuhhmm mum @victoriouschild i think i found someone else ... @jummybabe
23 Sep 2016 | 10:04
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Son if she is your choice then I accept her
24 Sep 2016 | 02:41
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Who is this bae?
24 Sep 2016 | 08:00
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uhhm owk wud u be my choice @jummybabe (covers face)
24 Sep 2016 | 10:30
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Nice poetry expression of love to a soulmate. @holakizzo, you're such a prolific writer. I guess [b]She[/b] is seeing this to know how much you care & feel.
7 Nov 2016 | 21:00
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thanks @olumlam .. . I pray she sees it
10 Nov 2016 | 07:36
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Nice Poem
15 Feb 2017 | 23:18
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