Failure.
Failed relationship.
Hardship.
Depression.
life without coolval chicks
life without coolval babes mmm
Just getting it wrong all the time.
Those are just few of many issues in my life. People see me and
maybe even envy my life but they don't know I don't have one
ounce of happiness. If there is any form of joy in my life, am sure
it doesn't last 1 hour.
The other day, I locked my room and tied a rope to the ceiling, I
just couldn't do it, I don't know what's holding me back, maybe
my mother's prayer. I tried suffocating myself, it doesn't work. I
just wish I can get something quick and quiet that could kill me
from my sleep. Life is not worth living anymore.
The other day, I read about a guy jumping from a roof, he
escaped death, that would be worst. I don't want that.
Please, what could be wrong with me? Am losing it, am literally a
walking ghost. And I can't tell anyone. Is there a quick and
painless way to die.?
