Matured advice only please!!!!
I met this girl joy(not real name) last year may2016, she was a virgin when we met, we started a no sex relationship just as she wanted, i visit her home 4 or 5 times a week, her family are aware of our relationship, it all went fine until I embacked on a journey(4 weeks) on December, I came back January that was when I noticed something strange about her, she changed completely, I invited her to my house we talked,kissed, I was so eager to know if she was still a virgin, I wanted to stylishly check like I always did before, she started crying and pleading, confessing how a guy raped her, I kicked her out of my house, later her family invited me for us to settle(they didn't really know what's going on) I accepted her back and we started having sex from then,.
Last week we were at a public place eating, a text came into her phone, I picked it up to read, she rushed trying to collect it from me, I held it tight, I opened it and saw caller tune stuff, I wanted to give it back but I had a feeling she was hiding something, I scrolled down I saw a text I think she forgot to delete, a guy was apologizing for what happened between them saying it wasn't intentional, I hit the phone very hard on the floor immediately after reading it, everyone was like "bros abeg calm down", I left angryly. Her mom have been calling me since then I couldn't pick up. She sent me a text saying the guy is just a friend at her work place, she went to visit him and he forced himself on her cos no one was around. I am really depressed and I don't think I can forgive her, I don't know what to do.
I need your advice please