I thought it was a dream, I thought it
wasn't real
But pain really hurts and it's really how
I feel
Memories keep coming back, and so
do all of the tears
I hear your voice, and as quick as the
smile came, it quickly disappears
I don't know what is happening,
because you always held my hand
You said you would never let go, that
is what I don't understand
So many promises you made, and
more of them broken
Lost and confused, feels like I'm
choking
A lot of things I did not say
Now I can't find my way
I feel like a boomerang, you throw me
but not only that
Every time you throw me, I always
seem to come back
Back to you, back to pain
Nothing has changed, you're still the
same
I cannot start over because I don't
know where to start
I guess that is what happens when
someone breaks your heart
If we are supposed to follow our
dreams, why can't I follow you
Because now I am so lost, I wish you
were lost without me too
