love they say is the sweetest thing in life but i mine was d sadest thing i have ever encountered. i was blinded by love even though i have eyes. i thought a cheat will always change but i was wrong...
long story short...my girlfriend while with me was keeping in touch with her ex finance who had engaged her for almost three years and didnt married her..she told me she was done with him but she is yet to return the engagement ring to him even when i told her to do so...she once had abortion for him despite the fact that she knew that another woman has a child for him..
i have always complained about her keeping in touch with her ex finance and also messing around with other guys and even married men behind my back...she promise to change but she is yet to..i forgave her countless times and she got dependent (comfortable in disrespecting me) in my forgiveness.. i wish i never love so dearly.
she was pregnant for me and i told her not to abort the baby because i had already made plans for her and d baby.three month later, she told me she had miscarriage and my world was shattered...i broke up with her instantly because it was painful and beside she is a potential liar, manipulator, deciever, not open, secretive and most especially i dont understand her...i didnt talk to her for good two weeks but we later came back together because i wanted to start all over with her and also forgot d things she did in the past..
though for now, we are separated by distance.she travelled home to see her parents..i discovered she didnt even show any sign of wanting to hear my voice on the phone..each time i called her, she dont respond well on the phone.it is as if i was forcing myself around her...my mind told me she has gone to see her ex fiance who lives in the same environment with her...though, she told me she was going to return d ring to him once she got home..
i was sulprise when she sent me this text "pls if u are called by any number u dont no,pls dont pick and if u r being sent a friend request on facebook, dont accept if u dont no d person cos my facebook account has been hacked and being use by another person.my chat has been seen about that pregnancy with you and is causing problem.pls dont call nor reply now and dont reply and chat sent to u through my account.i shall call u to let u no when everything is calm".
i immediately called her back and was asking her some series of questions but she was not saying anything..i hung d call and i knew it was her ex fiance who had gone to facebook account.since she didnt, say a word to me when i called her, i decided to send her text..."you have broken my heart so many times and i keep forgiving you countless times because i love u unconditionally.i tthought you said u love me but you dont because if u do, u wont go back to him.u saw me as your option but not your choice.this is not the kind of attitude i want from the woman i love.you never love me.you are only playing with my emotion.i thought u said u were done with him.i trusted you but i was wrong.since you love him and u cant live without him, go with him. i will never forget what you do to me".
pls i need your advise..insult is also allow because i am a fool and i fail to learn despite seeing all the signs...sorry for the long post..
