Episode9
This time, I didn't try to catch myself. I fell backwards awkwardly into a sitting position on the floor, with my eyes closed, while the after effects of my orgasm radiated through me. When I opened my eyes a short time later, Cassidy was standing over me with a big smile, her cupped hands full of my dripping cum.
"Didn't that feel good?" she asked.
"Yeah," I had to admit, "it really did."
"Good," she said. Then she walked away into my bathroom while I stared up at my ceiling trying to figure out what the hell had just happened. I heard the water in my bathroom sink turn on, and what sounded like Cassidy washing her hands carefully in my sink. And then as I lay there with my deflating cock out in the open, I was surprised to hear the water turn off, the bathroom door open, and the door close again as Cassidy left.
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It took me a few minutes to get cleaned up and get some pants back on. As I walked out into the living room, I wasn't sure what to expect. With the way Cassidy had mostly ignored our last sexual encounter, I sort of expected she would just blow right past this one too.
Instead, she greeted me with a smile as I entered the room, looking up from the food she was preparing in the kitchen. "Feel better?" she asked.
"Yeah... I do," I responded honestly.
"Good," she said with a smile.
I sat down on the couch, not really doing anything except letting the quiet stretch to see where Cassidy would take the conversation.
She seemed to notice. "I have an idea, and if you think it's crazy, we can totally forget that I ever mentioned it." She licked her fingers delicately, to clean off the remnants of the meal she was making, before giving me a slyly inquisitive look.
"Okay, what is it?" I asked.
"Just hear me out for a second," she began, leaving her food and walking into the living room, "and like I said, no pressure if you think it's crazy."
"Okay."
"I just think," she started slowly, with lots of pauses, "sex to me is like this totally natural and enjoyable thing. Everyone our age loves sex, so it's crazy that we're not supposed to talk about it. I mean, you're my roommate. I don't know if you want to know that I masturbate with my vibrator at least once a day, twice a day most days. But I don't care if you know, I think it's totally normal for me to want to orgasm at least once a day if I have the time and energy to do it. Who wouldn't, you know?"
"Makes sense," I admitted hesitantly.
"So instead of hiding it from each other like it's this dirty, mysterious thing, I think we should just embrace our desires and our physical needs and be open about them," she continued. "It wasn't SHOCKING to me or anything to find you masturbating in your room, of course you jerk off sometimes, every guy does."
That made me want to ask why she didn't knock if she knew that I jerked off, but I held my tongue.
"So what I'm getting at," she continued, "Is that we both know we do it. And you're a cute guy. I'm not a bad looking girl, and you seem to like cumming with... my help. So why don't we just, like, embrace it and help each other out, from time to time."
Despite where the conversation had been going, that was a total surprise to me. "What do you mean?" I ask.
She actually laughed a little at the discomfort in my response, her mischievous blue eyes and bright smile teasing me. "I'm not talking about us just having sex all the time, whenever we feel like it. I mean, I like you, but that would be a little weird with us being roommates and everything."
More than a little, I thought.
"And I don't really like you like that, and I don't think you like me like that. So, like, what I'm saying is, why don't we just help each other out sometimes. Here's what I suggest. No sex. No kissing. But basically, anytime you're feeling really horny and you want some help, if I'm around and not busy you can just ask me for help and I'd be happy to help get you off. Sort of like what I just did for you. I can give you a handjob, I'll give you a blowjob if you want. We can also do other stuff that you might like, just no sex. And if we're doing a blowjob or something like that, you have to wear a condom. I mean, I'm clean and you told me that you were clean, but it's always safer with condoms. If I'm feeling really horny, same thing. I can ask you to help me out. You can use your fingers, or your mouth if you're comfortable, and help me get off."
While my mind was still trying to digest what Cassidy was nonchalantly saying, she continued.