MY DARK PAST(LAST CHAP.10)=>STORY BY NELLY
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Things didn't get better for me after that day, although I opened up to Glory; I still wasn't happy finding out what I presently knew about Jacob. My attitude change a little and Glory became happy, Glory made a promise to me that she would never allow her brother to do each thing again as long as she lived.
Their (my cousins) time with us was beginning to exhaust out (their holiday was coming to an end), I felt so sad and full of Joy knowing that I was going to miss glory badly and I was going to not see Jacob again (until never I pray).
Something happened three days before they left; I was in my room that day with Glory (she never again lets me stay alone after I told her all that happened), we were talking about things that normally happened in our school. When suddenly a knock came at the front door which made us cut off out discussion, I volunteered myself to go check who was at the door (everyone went out except I and glory).
As I got closer to the door I heard a voice saying, "[laughs] I got the chance to try it again but someone knocked on the door which made me stop, she looks more attractive naked bro".
The voice was that of Jacob, and he was talking about me to his friend over the phone; he told his friend that he would try to get me again before he leaves, he also went as far as telling his friend that he would make sure he has all of me.
I felt so embarrassed and shamed of what he said, I was a tool of pleasure for my own cousin, I felt weak and confused, my hands couldn't touch the door because of the way I felt (I felt too weak inside).
My feelings and thoughts of what he said all mixed up and turned into anger, I wanted his blood on my hands as I heard his voice speaking badly about me and what he planned to do to me (He made me useless with the words of his mouth)
I quickly went to the kitchen to get a knife, when I got there I searched for the biggest one with sharp and pointy edge, as I held the knife in my hand I walked with an incredible rage (which was expressed heavily by my actions and reactions).
I got to the front door and could hear him laughing, as I was about to open the door, I remembered Glory and all the good memory we shared together. (I couldn't do it, I just couldn't.)
My hard mind to kill became soft and weak, I dropped the knife down and went to my room. When I got there I held all my pains and anger inside not to show it off to Glory.
Glory asked me, "who is at the door?".
I told her that it was Jacob and I could not open the door for him, she said nothing then went to open the door herself (deep down inside her she understood my reasons), i laid on the bed (after she had left) crying softly.
Three days later; they went back to their home leaving me with two separate feelings (sad and over joyed), i was alone at home with no one to talk to, life was not okay for me because each time i sit alone, i end up thinking about the things Jacob did to me and said about me.
My school holiday came to an end faster than the speed of light, i was happy because i knew school would give light to my darkness; i was going to talk to my friends again and my mind would be off what had happened.
All through out school days, I was myself and back to normal, but not completely normal, my friends do say, "you have really changed (because of the rude way I acted)"
When school was over again, I wasn't happy but I just had to put up a fake smile all through out (the day my dad came to pick me).
When I got home things were a little bit different (my pains were no more), but everything changed when my dad called I and my little bro Gad.
He said, "you guys are going to your cousin's place to spend this holiday".
I paused at that moment and became lost, it was as if I was thrown into a jacuzzi of ice solid cold water, my head started going up side down, I almost fainted but I held myself.
How was I to face the devil of my life again, how am i suppose to free myself off this chains of pain, how can I escape the beast of my freedom. I couldn't tell my mum or dad, I was too afraid to open up to them, I don't know what to do again, this really hurts but there is nothing I CAN DO..................The End.
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