Uhm.. I think I've been depressed since 2007..
The thing is I don't know if its depression. I mean,
can someone be depressed without knowing it for
such a long time? I'm really lazy to type right
now.. All I can say is I went into a deep sadness
in 2007/2008 when my parents divorced. Then I
had self esteem probs in through out secondary
school.. I enjoy being alone.. Sometimes I wish I
was alone in the whole world. This morning I woke
up having suicidal thoughts (to me I just think its
me messing with my imagination, nothing serious),
inflicting pain on myself emotionally and it feels
good.. I don't know.. Maybe it isn't depression,
maybe I'm having a bad morning, maybe its my
period messing with my head. I just think its one
of those sad days.. I don't know