As the year slowly winds to an end, I want to take time out to appreciate those that have been part of my life, those that have influenced me both positively and negetively. I have made good friends, I also lost those that have made me shed tears uncontrollably, but i remain grateful to them coz without them i would not know that my tear gland still functions. I have helped a few, but let down a larger part of the congregatim. I have made descisions that i stand proud of, others have left a sour taste in my mouth and still i am ashamed of others. Who am I? that i still have fateful friends besides me. My deeds have not been praise worthy, even as i type, i do so with a broken heart and a teary eye. I APOLOGISE TO ALL I HAVE DISSAPOINTED WITH MY ACTIONS, WORDS ETC. I apologise to all those i have hurt, words alone cant repair the damage i cost you, but believe me, i am only human and i make mistakes. I seek forgiveness from you just as i have seeked from the MOST HIGH. I need you and you need me to survive.