Read the agony aunt letter
shared on UK Sun below… I have just had a brief dead-end
affair with a guy in my office. The
s*x was OK but it’s better at home
with the man I love. I cheat on my
husband again and again. I wish I
could stop but I can’t. My colleague is one of those guys who seems to
like being at work more than being
at home.
He’s 42 and married with kids, but a
terrible flirt. He’s up for a drink after
work every night of the week. I know what he’s like but he knows
how to flatter and made me feel
good. There’s a black hole inside
me that shouts out for love and
attention — whoever it’s from. We went for a drink at the end of
the day and that drink led to three
or four more. He said he had to go back to the
office to pick up some files. I went
with him and then we got kissing
and ended up having s*x on the
floor. The next week we did it again, and
the week after that. Then I said it
must stop. He didn’t seem overly
bothered when I said, “Enough is
enough”. I’ve been with my husband for eight
years. He’s 36 and I’m 34. We have two lovely girls and I love
him a lot, but I’ve cheated on him
more than a dozen times since we
got together. He deserves so much better than
me and I so hate behaving like this
but it’s like I have no self-control. I know my husband is faithful to me
and the guilt eats away at me
constantly. I wish I could tell him
the truth just to make me feel better
but I’m scared that he wouldn’t
forgive me. I’m afraid that he’d leave. I don’t want to keep on this way any
more — but I do it again and again. I
feel out of control. Source: Sun UK
