I'm typing this with heavy burden in
heart. I'm getting crazy and
weeping.
I met this lady over 6 years ago
during my higher institution days,
she was a fresher while I'm in my
semi final year in school. Things
were going well, we had sex after
two years of the relationship(I'm the
one that disvirgin her).
I have been very caring, stood by
her and also,I let go of any ladies
that comes my way. I didn't want
anything that will stain the
relationship. That doesn't mean I'm
perfect however I have been trying
my best to make her feel
comfortable, loved and happy.
I started feeling comfortable and
worried about my future with her
because I discovered that anytime
we had a misunderstanding, before
you know it she has find a guy she
will be dirty chatting with. She
always say she's doing that to hurt
my feelings.
I proposed last year, met her mum
and one of her uncle and introduced
her to my parents officially.
Presently, waiting for her extended
family to send the list for the
traditional marriage.
I traveled to Ibadan on Friday to
spend the weekend with her, on
Sunday I just took her phone to
watch movie when a Whatsapp
message, I checked it and I replied
the message. The guy called her, she
was reluctant to pick the phone, she
picked and spoke with the guy. After
which the guy messaged her on
Whatsapp that he called to confirm
she's the one chatting with him and
not her bf. I play along and started
chatting with the guy. The guy was
telling her to come visit him, I
started twisting the guy and he was
splitting out how he won't touch her
when she comes. I confronted my
girl, it took her over 8 hours to
confessed that they had sex.
Jesus! This is a lady I invested a lot
on, build my world around, every
other ladies are poo in my presence.
Even when I had 1000 of reasons to
let go, I still stay with her but right
now my world is shattered, I'm
going crazy.
I need help because I'm dying,
where will I start from (I'm 30 years
old). Every negative thought of this
world is running through my mind
(from committing suicide to killing
the guy to making the girl useless to
herself for the rest of her life)
