Fellow coolvaller
am really in a state of Confusion.
Here is my story
am a student of tansian university umunya anambra state,
am presently at home since last week to collect some money from my old man bt delayed due to d reason am about to tell u.
I entered my family house last Saturday with d hope of leaving on Monday morning
i attended service on Sunday where i met my first love Amaka.
Amaka and i started dating in our jss3 class, she loves me like crazy u might be wondering how i know, well i knew because she does many crazy things cus of me like fighting her friends who speaks ill of me, bringing meatpie and other things from her moms shop for me, i love her also and she is my first love we dated from our jss3 to ss2 before her dad was tranferred to another church in port--harcourt (her dad is a pastor). Before they left we promised each other that nothing will come in-between us, she lost her virginity to me that night as way of showing her endless love for me as she said. I truly loved that girl.
But when i waited for 3 years without hearing from her, i decided to move on.
Now am in a serious relationship with another girl that i love, i met her during my registration in school. She has been of a great help to since we met both in relationship, financial, education and she is my best friend.
Now Amaka is back, her father has built his own church in Nnewi (that's there hometown) and my parents worships there now.
We met in there church last Sunday and exchanged contact. Started chatting on whatsapp, she told me she missed me, how i have grow more matured in 4yrs how she was the person that pressurized his father to build his church in Nnewi instead of P.H so that we will fulfil our promises, that she still loves me.
I still have feeling for her maybe because she is my first love, and d more we talk the more i forgets my girlfriend, to the extent that i haven't called her since Thursday and when she calls am not feeling anything again.
Plz advice me should i forget my first love, the girl i deflowered,and face my caring girlfriend who have been by me, paid my last accommodation fee, feed me, help me with my assignments bt i dnt feel anything for her ?