In fear of a goodbye
I refuse to say hello
In fear of being alone at night
I refuse to part with the sun
A broken heart makes me live in fear
It thought me that life is unfair
Everything is fair in love and war
Until my heart came crashing to the ground
I began to be afraid of commitment
I would never fall in love again i said to myself
It would save me from the pain a second time
Its pain is almost as that of dying
But its sweetness supercedes the joy of living
Looking back at the memories of happy times
I feel like walking through a mine
The pain agonises my inner soul
But all for just a little while
As i have resolved to enjoy every moment
To take up the good with the bad
Now i can say a goodbye with a smile
Now am on the positive side of life
Now am ready to say hello to every smile
Now am ready for a fun filled life
Looking far back at my love life
Its an interesting story to write
Now have got my pen out of my file
And am ready to write without a tear in my eye