This guy was my first love,but our relationship
was barely two weeks when we lost contact
and there was no hope of seeing one another
again.As fate would have it,we met again after
five years later when we were both in final
year at the university. The joy was so much that we continued with the relationship for a
year,but during that one year I came to know
him more.I realised I was never his taste.He
loves tall and slim light skinned ladies with flat
butt and big boobs but I am the opposite,I am
short, chocolate skinned with small boobs and a big butt.He has a best friend and they have
been together for 15years.You know the
funniest thing? I am 100percent of his friend's
taste.Whenever he treats me bad,the friend
will come to my rescue.The friend plays and
takes care of me even more that he do but he doesn't even care about it.
Now,this is where the problem lies.I had to
break up with him due to his non caring
attitude.He didn't even show concern about the
break up.His friend did a lot to save the
relationship,even travelling down to meet me to advice me but all was to no avail.Few weeks
after the break up, his friend expressed his
love for me and for how long he has been in
love with me but because he can never betray
his friend,he has to kill the feelings.But now
that we are no more together,he wants me.I already fell in love with him too.He says he
wants a secret and a no-sex affair until his
friend is aware of it because he can't ever
forgive himself if he had sex with me without
his friend knowing about the affair and we
have to wait for about a year before we make our relationship open so it wont look as is i
broke up with his friend to be with him.He
made a statement which kept on ringing in my
ears"You don't have to feel bad about being
with me,I guess that is how it was written that
we will meet ,you have reach your last bus top and I think my friend just lost a great
asset"!.....I am confused,please what should I
do about this mess I find myself in.
