[b]Life is so unfair, am a christian and an Igbo guy who is based in
a far away northern state,there is particular girl whom I have
got this strong feelings for to say that I love this girl is an
understatement ,she in turn loves me I deduced this from her
behavior towards me but just like me she is afraid of her
parents
coolvallers this a girl who comes from a core Muslim family I
have tried getting her off my mind but is obvious I just
can't,today against all odd she came to my shop and I
summoned courage told her how I felt about her and she
immediately she started crying telling me in Hausa that I should
just look for another girl even though she loves me so much
that she is not my type and don't see us being together she
went further citing the reasons below
1 Am a christian
2 Am an Igbo guy,guys who leaves in this north will
understand this
3 That her father will rather kill her than have her to do
something with an "onyeamuri" the same they call we igbos
4 That her religion forbids it
I know all these things yet I found it difficult if not impossible to
get this girl out of my mind
I know her Dad very well and what he is capable of doing,this a
man who don't send any of her female daughter to school his
reason no need.
I use to think that at my age I can't necessarily shed tears not
until today
I have tried to make my self forget this girl even telling myself
how can I possibly fall for a girl who can't even express her self
in English still I can't
Before she left she told me she is gonna stay away from me for
my safety but I guess is so difficult for her cause she came
back still crying to tell me "sai de safe" that's good night
Am confuse I don't know what to do,why is my own love
story always different
May be hard truth or few words of encouragement will do
Sorry for the long writeup needed somebody to talk to,am not
my self please ignore my mistakes
mubarak....[/b]
